Backslide

It's been a while since I partied (drank and danced like crazy) like college days. And last night I just had the opportunity and guiltily took it. It was more than 10 years ago since I graduated from college and started my journey of the "real life." During those times, I've jumped from job to job, until I decided to run my own small business and got married. And presently, at this point in my life, I never felt so lost and uninspired. If it's as if everything is useless and has no sense. I tried different activities and joined different groups to hopefully find anything that could bring the spark back into my life. It's like a plateau and I just hope any sooner something interesting would come my way. Then there's last night. One of the hardest thing to admit is the fact that I still enjoyed flirting. Yes, flirting with other people. Oh it feels so good to let this out even on text. The worst part? I've never felt so alive in years! It's like I'm always looking forward to these activities. The matured part of me is sickened and is disgusted with myself. It's just so sad when you find something that makes you feel alive is WRONG and the more you think of it, the more your GUILT consumes you.

He exists

I woke up with a boom of thoughts.

My mind automatically reviewed my current situations --- how things went wrong and the small business I started and took risk for is inadequate to provide for even my personal needs.

A week ago, me and one of my staff rebuilt a broken gazebo tent (destroyed by water which accumulated on the not-so-durable roof) that houses one of my kiosks in a university. I pitied myself for not having enough  money to even buy a better, more durable one. And all the negative things came rushing through my head (happens to me very often).

Weirdly, it led to my curious argument again -- is there really a God? Very funny, because I am a Christian. And my wife and I just finished an annual "prayer and fasting" week-long activity. It's so frustrating how I shift from a highly spiritual person to a very logical, scientific/logical person without warning.

I had so many questions:

-is there really a god? Or just made up by humans for coping for their spiritual needs

-they say the bible is the manual of life and that parts of it were quoted from god himself. But these compiled documents are still writings by humans right? And let's say that some or most of it were really true, how are we sure that what a specific author of the book has written in it, is really how we understand it? I mean there are tons of possible understanding or perception of the verses. Is there really no universal truth or meaning on  what the chapter/verses are saying? should we just rely on what's relevant and how it meant you? If then, it could really be dangerous. We're talking about OPINIONS here, human opinions. Even if someone says that they are consumed by the spirit, how do we really know?

Here's the ODD part... I BELIEVE nevertheless. It's like having two minds (or maybe I'm schizo).

Despite the doubts that enter my mind whenever I think of these facts, I still know that there's someone out there who created us, and really loves us. I just don't agree that it's 100% like what the books says, since human beings still wrote it. And you'll never know the factors that has got into the authors that could change a few or many details. And a few wrong details can be detrimental and should not be underestimated.

Despite these thoughts, the one thing I'm sure is that He exists. I feel Him. His love. I'm just looking forward to knowing Him more as time goes by. I just don't want for my expectations to be enclosed based on a book written by humans. I'm excited to experience the real deal. And I'm sure I will, because He exists.

Proper Mindset in MLM

A lot of us had some bad experiences with network/multi-level marketing companies, especially when we were starting up. These bad experiences lead to frustrations – feeling of rejection, fatigue, failure, discouragement, and loss of confidence. Because of these frustrations, some members just quit, regretting they ever joined the business while some just go on and learn from their mistakes. Others even assume that all MLM companies are scams and just use people for their benefit… you can be one of these frustrated beings.

The main cause of these frustrations is very simple – WRONG EXPECTATIONS. Since most of the advertisements/promotions of MLM companies make it sound like “easy money,” starters immediately think that it is. So the tendency is, they work less but expect much more; until they couldn’t handle the pressure anymore and accept defeat. What’s worse, they personally blame the people who invited them, who in the first place just want to help. So save yourself from misery. Before you enter this kind of business, you have to be prepared. Set the RIGHT EXPECTATIONS.

Joining a network marketing company is like engaging in a serious relationship. You need to know more about the company first, and learn every aspect of it. Once you do, that’s the time you can decide whether it is for you or not. You can’t join it just because someone says so, or because your friends are crazy about it. Remember, it is your relationship, not theirs. If you’re not committed yourself and don’t believe in the company, might as well do not enter into that relationship. Some people will encourage you; others will think you’re crazy. You will experience ups and downs, but the important thing is NEVER quit. You must endure all rejections and frustrations along the way. You must exert time, effort and money to make it work and to be successful.

So go on… explore and find your true LOVE! Ü

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